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The Butter To My Bread

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I'm challenged to put into words everything I've been feeling lately.  Travis and I work. We just do. He's the butter to my bread and the breath to my life.  I am a better person because of Travis.  So why is this life that we're creating together so. damn. hard.??? Divorce is messy. There's always a third opinion - or there's always two opinions that aren't yours - that factor in to every decision. And dating a divorced man with kids is messy. I get to be part of the discussion, but never part of the decision for the kids. No matter how much I give to the kids or the ex, someone's always doing more or gets to do more. I'm pouring out with nothing in return.  And some say, that's part of being a parent. Well guess what, I'm not a parent!!! I didn't want to have kids and take on that responsibility. I didn't ask for child support and enrolling them in every activity they want to do, saving every penny for their b